God Terry! That was a hell of a blow to have to go thru! Sorry for your losses! Pickin up the pieces is hard to do but try real hard to do it! I know its easy to tell somebody but know ya got friends here to talk to! IF We lived closer to you, we would be there in person!
Try doing as Bunk suggests, little by little it will come together for you and no things will never be the same without your wife but try real hard! O.K.???? Remember we are here to talk anytime you feel up to it!


"A machine you build yourself is a vote for a different way of life. There are things you have to earn with your hands."